Here I sit before the screen
My bodys a pool so weak and lean
I can not cry nor do I try
No matter how much I want
Or how much I need
Not one is daunt
Not one is seen

Boom

Walking around with a gun in his hand
Getting ready for the robbery happenin on demand
Lift up the gun and pull the trigger
Watch the body on the floor do the shiver
The cops they come and barring their guns
Now comes the part were he starts having some fun

"And you can have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt"

Moving

He packs his bag to move away from the place he just called home
Truth be told it was getting old and he need a new place to stay
But no matter what he does the move is always hard
You cant put friends or memories packed in your car

The stars are glowing through the night air
The streets are filled with me

The Night

The dark night sky is faintly covered with stars
The night becomes morning as drunks come from bars
Yet there I lay in the cool of the night
While the moon is risen and gives me light
Eyes do ponder but yet seem to stare
At the clothed night that looks so bare
My mind has left me my body to spare
No matter what could happen I couldn't care
The thoughts of God and angels cross my mind
My moment of truth to pause the time
Grandpas, Grandmas and all those who have died
Are up above staring through that eye in the night sky

This Girl

So theres this girl gonna change my world
And boy I think she did
Gonna take it all fast gonna fly first class
And that is what she said
I'm gonna ride my bike up and down the Dyke
Till I fall in the water again

Whores

Your a Whore
I'm a Whore

But no matter what we all die.

da da da

having an affair is like blowing air up a dogs ass. Sure it feels good for one of em but in the end all that comes out is shit.

Ugly women are like pennies. They are every where, you don't want to carry them and they are cheap.

Naked Tears

Shit happens when you cry in the nude
From the soul crushing of people telling you what to do
You finally have rebelled and now look at you
Shit happens when you cry in the nude

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In Out

The gun man burst in
The body was carted out

Gangster

Bashing his head against the wall
Bashing his head till his body would fall
Limbs a flapping and dangling free
Its not what we wanted it to be.

My Disease

I am sick of the ignorance of you
I am sick of listening to your every cry
I am sick of helping you when you want it
I am sick of bending over to do what you want
I am sick of being what you want
I am sick of you not listening
I am sick of you not helping me when I need
I am sick of you.

The Night

The dark night sky is faintly covered with stars
The night becomes morning as drunks come from bars
Yet there I lay in the cool of night
While the moon gives me light
Eyes do ponder but yet seem to stare
At the clothed night that looks so bare
My mind has left me my body to spare
No matter what could happen I couldn't care
The thoughts of God and angels cross my mind
My moment of truth to pause the time
Grandpas, Grandma and all those who have died
Are up above staring through that eye in the night sky

I hate.

I hate horses. Especially people who like them and/or are named after them

I'll be blunt about my past two girlfriends.

My past two girlfriends have cheated on me. My first, J---a, cheated on me with her now boyfriend Colt. I walked into my bro's house to see his wife cheating on him. I told Janna the next day. Then she told me that of all the past boyfriends she has had, she has cheated on them all then she wanted me to brake up with her. I told her I couldn't do it because I can't live with the "what ifs". She cried with joy. She felt so relieved. The next day she cheated on me.I know this because she told me. Then she peacefully broke up with me. At first I took it harsh but now I have no hard feelings towards her. In fact we are good friends. I just don't really care for her new boyfriend. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind him, I just don't really care for him.

My last girlfriend A----y cheated on me too. I thought she was the one, but boy was I wrong. I figured she would be a safe bet considering that she was a BIG Christian. Turns out she isn't. She wanted to marry me within the first two weeks of going out. Then she wanted to convert me to be like her. I gave it a shot. I even quit smoking. She then asked if she could date another guy to see if I was "the one".Then she said she couldn't talk much because her cousin died in a terrible accident. Then she stopped talking to me for two weeks. We worked together just so you know. Then she broke up with me. Two days later she's engaged to D--e. She didn't even have the guts to tell me.

He's 36 years old and has been married before. She's 21. I am 19. She sucked at head, so to pay her back I would go down on her and make her kiss me right after. I would later find out that this girl, who is against disobeying the bible or anything close to it, was violating its most precious virtue,being a virgin. She told me that she was a virgin. I told her I was virgin. She lost her virginity to Dave while going out with me(before she stopped talking). I lost my virginity about a year ago. Jokes on her.

I don't regret it. I could be really pissed off but honestly I can't be. If I was to regret it then I would never know what love is or could have been. I just wish that they didn't cheat on me.

We are slaves of our limited socially taught restricted minds. Please let ask to be brought forth from these chains.

Today is the day where we all meet our way

Lyric stolen

"Take off your dress put on your face. I'm feeling wild!" The Dust Storm by Those Poor Bastards

I did this for you

I did the research for the flight.
I looked it up all through the night.
I bought the tickets for two.
I bought the seats that were the best I could do.
I drove to the airport.
I bought the food and the clothes.
As I was ready to board the plane
You asked if I would remain
And give my ticket to your hidden man.
Was this God's or your plan?
'Cause still today I don't understand.

The Ninja

I am the ninja of the night
I come for you so do not fright
And when I bring my blade so near
I'll be able to smell your fear
And when the blade crosses you neck
Your body will fall on your once clean deck

Where we go
Where we go
Where we go
Where we go
I don't know
I don't know

Here we go
Here we go
Here we go
To the show
I don't know

One day you will see
On your t.v. is me
I sit and I wait
Do the celeb hate

Heart Full of Black

"Heart Full of Black" by Burning Brides

(I thought these lyrics are were/are meaningful especially after my last relationship)

You take me right up to the top of the world
Then you push me over the side
Like an addiction to a four-letter word
Victim of the Western decline

I made a promise by the side of the road
That I would bury my Goddamn halo...

I got a heart with a black lining
I got a heart full of black (x2)

I'm trying to fight it but I don't know what for
There was something holding me back
I need to fight it more than ever before
Now I'm ready for the attack

I'll never be like what I wanna become
As long as you got a piece of the action

I got a heart with a black lining
I got a heart full of black (x2)

Show me (x8)

This doesn't happen to me everyday
I was feeling freer than life
I wouldn't have it any other way
Wanna feel like this all the time

You like to walk along the rocks on the tracks
So I decided to take my love back

I got a heart with a black lining
I got a heart full of black (x2)

So metaphorical

He sat there crying
Listening to songs of blood and guts
Telling others he don't "give a fuck"
There he stands being held by gun
Digging his own grave by the barrels of others
But when the gun barrier leaves
He will still there digging until he dies
Falling short like life of hitting his grave
Before his last breath he sees a glimmer
Of his life and who was the killer
The man whispers into his ear
"I am not an angel but I do act as one
Doing what should and you couldn't see
Can you say Doppleganger?"
And off he went upon his ride
Scooting off into the now clear blue skies

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You are what you read

'You are what you eat'
'You are what you believe'
'You are what you think'
'You are what God molded of you'
'You are what others think of you'
'You are what is not you'
'You are what the church feeds you'
'You are what the church tells you what to believe'
'You are what the church thinks of you'
'You are what the church molded of you from God'
'You are what the church thinks of you and others'
'You are what mom feeds you'
'You are what mom tells you what to believe'
'You are what mom thinks of you'
'You are what mom molded of you from God'
'You are what mom thinks of you and others'
'You are what dad feeds you'
'You are what dad tells you what to believe'
'You are what dad thinks of you'
'You are what dad molded of you from God'
'You are what dad thinks of you and others'
'You are what your friends feed you'
'You are what your friends tell you what to believe'
'You are what your friends think of you'
'You are what your friends molded of you from God'
'You are what your friends think of you and others'
'You are what your job feeds you'
'You are what your job tells you what to believe'
'You are what your job thinks of you'
'You are what your job molded of you from God'
'You are what your job thinks of you and others'
'You are what is not you'

(Originally posted on 8/29/2005 on S.A.P.S "You are what you read")

Yesterday and Today

Yesterday we were nobodies
Today we live again
Yesterday we suffered
Today most will suffer again
Yet we must move on through each day
We must gather all hope from our pain
We must learn
We must believe
We must rise with our mind
We must conquer with our smile
Today we become someone