Shimmer in the night

Through the night it may shimmer
for our pillow we do hither
but its not for what it seems
nothing is as it gleams
the cookies they do bake
off the all the ovens hate
for which we we are
is not too far
from who we were before
There is no clause
no human cause
for which all can be
but give a gift
and through this rift
a sin for which you shall see

Dancing fear

I dance this dance
this lonely dance
the beat it drags me on
My feet dont move
my arms dont sway
Nor does the sweat dare fall

I cry this cry
this lonely cry
the one that does drag on
It seems my friends do scare me
yet as it may only seem
I bring this fear
this placid fear
And scare them out their jeans

The beat must carry the tune
The drum must bury the mellow melody
or so for which it seems
my eyes do burn
of tearful yearn
of pain I can not see

Yet I do this dance
this silly prance
within my soul filled feet
As still as it may seem
through which it gleams
My greatest fear
is not to fear
the things I do not see.

The Game

Must you play this game with me
And tell me all these lies
Must you get all freak on me
And question all my whys?

You deal your hand
You play your cards
And look across the table
For it may seem
For which I bring
Is undeniable fear.

You cheat your ways
You play this game
You dance to no song
As the frogs may hop
I will not dare stop
Telling you this truth

Play this game
as if it were the same
Handle your deck of cards
But as you see my dear friend
My jolly good ol man

I quit this game
Before its lame
Long before it even started

The night the day took a rest(song)

The sun needed to take a rest
like the moon its seen its best
The moon said hey go to sleep
you can take a rest on me

The sun asked the moon why
its seen the better times
The moon shrugged and said hey there sir
lay on me like I'm your elogant fur

When the sun starts to dream
All the kids can do is stand and scream
Hey where did our sunlight go!?
Sleep sun for you have seen your best!
We hope this is your eternal rest!

The sun wakes up and says
"have I really reached my best?"
The moon says I dont know why
you tell yourself this retchid lie
Now go to rest and sleep again
you need to be refreshed my friend

Hey before I rest let me ask you this
have you ever reached your best
The moon says shhh my burning friend
you will know when you have reached the end

When the sun starts to dream
All the kids can do is stand and scream
Hey where did our sunlight go!?
Sleep sun for you have seen your best!
We hope this is your eternal rest!

The sun awoke with a glimmer in his eye
hey moon will the children die?
The moon says just look at me
just let those children be

When the sun starts to dream
All the kids can do is stand and scream
Hey where did our sunlight go!?
Sleep sun for you have seen your best!
We hope this is your eternal rest!

The sun awakes and says thank you moon
but unlike you I know what I must do
Without my light, without my power
there'll be darkness and not a pretty lil flower
For I dry up the tears and kick out the rain
I can stop their fears, I can stop their pain

The boy in the box

For once in my life I feel empty. I used to be as if I were a boy who opened a box full of toys ever day and played with them and enjoyed them, but now the boy opens the box and sees all the toys are there but there is this nothingness inside of the box and him. I go places that once had meaning know all they have is what they are. I feel as if I have drawn a beautiful picture on paper only to realize I did it with the eraser.

What Jedi I am

Click the title to go the answer

MY Jail song

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And thats the barcode stamped on me!
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And I dont know what it fuckin' means!

Rapists, murders, drug dealers then me!
Fuckheads and crips are a comin' for me
I can run but I cannot do the hiding
Just like my gramma cuz she cant do the biking

Jail aint the shit nor should it be
A bunch of motherfucka's tryin to get on me
The food's gone bad, the cookies are stale
The probably store this shit in an unclean pale!

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And thats the barcode stamped on me!
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And I dont know what it fuckin' means!

They all are in here for something bad they did
They always make the claim that they are innocent
Jesus walks amongst them and Satan too
But what if your a believer in Muhammed dude!

Im in here for no reason and I have no clue why
One day i'll a write a book on why this place aint fly
I'll make all the millions and maybe a billion or two
I'll convert at least one to become a devote christian jew.

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And thats the barcode stamped on me!
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And I dont know what it fuckin' means!

Im gonna bust out Im gonna be free
Aint nobody gonna ever stop me
I'll get out and find a train to Mexico
And I'll change my name to Plaxico

I'll go to a college or some major university
I'll find a way to meet my educational needs
I'll get a girl that will treat me well
I'll stay far away from this prison called Hell

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And thats the barcode stamped on me!
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And I dont know what it fuckin' means!

CHECK THIS OUT(Scoots last Goodnews Gorillas post)

(This has been edited for writer confidentiality)
I removed all my stuff, so im at my new spot....http://synaki.blogspot.com/, i'll still come by here and all that bidness, but i think this will work the best for us, BTW that mind prober biddness is flippin sweet! here i'll show you my type on here....


What You See!

You will readily notice Elliott displaying his well-developed social skills. His manners and sense of social propriety far surpass those of most people. He knows exactly what to say to smooth out the most awkward moments and is adept at filling in those uncomfortable silences. He can easily blurt out thought-provoking questions that keep his conversation sparkling and his listeners on their toes. He instinctively knows how to use his razor-sharp wit to achieve just the right effect.

What You Don't See!

Elliott's private self mirrors his public image. Even when by himself, he primarily thinks about other people and how he might best relate to them. Although the persona he presents to the world can be business-like and serious, underneath he has a huge, tender, and lovingly egotistical heart. His need for affection rivals that of most children. But he is certainly one to enjoy life. Elliott would like to be surrounded by loving, attentive people, and he puts his best effort into this. When it comes to giving that love and attention to someone else, he may not be able to do it very well, and may become conflicted when told he isn't delivering.

Bubbling Under the Surface!

Elliott can't stand it when people don't like him and avoids any behavior that casts him in a negative light. He still remembers the humiliation of not being invited to an important party in grade school and is terrified of it happening again. He craves the feeling of being loved and accepted by those around him.

Special Attractions

He loves to be a member of social clubs. He tends to be active and influential, well-known for organizing parties, dinners, and meetings. He was the sort of teenager who dreamed of being elected King or Queen of his high school prom.

What Dr. Freud Has to Say About Elliott

Elliott uses repression to maintain his emotional balance. He unconsciously avoids thinking about anything that is painful. In this way, the unacceptable thought never even reaches the surface of his mind. It is automatically "stuffed" back into the unconscious. If asked, Elliott will truthfully deny that he is even aware of it.

Habits and Addictions

Look for Elliott at the center of every crowd. His ideal scenario is a big party, a cocktail in his hand, and at least two attentive listeners. In fact, Elliott is so stimulated by people that he has trouble just staying home with his family. No matter how recently he has returned home, he hears the siren song of the "outside world" calling to him. Elliott is most content when he is being amused by something outside him, especially other people. He is definitely not the type who seeks the meaning of life within himself in quiet surroundings.

Career Leanings

Elliott is at his best in an active, people-intensive setting. He is stimulated by a significant amount of activity going on at all times, and where repetitiveness in his day-to-day job is minimized. He loves to talk and talks well, so don't frustrate him with a silent environment. Employment fields that fit his personality include public relations, sales, acting, customer service and education. In fact, almost any job where he can have an audience is a good one for Elliott.

Hidden Desires

Tell Elliott "the Earth moved", and he'll be eating out of your hand. Whether it's true or false, he thrills to having his sexual prowess complimented. For all his sophisticated talk and charm, what he really wants is for his lover to turn the tables on him and do the chasing. Secretly he desires to be wooed, swept off his feet, and taken by storm.

How to Make Friends with Elliott

You can become Elliott's friend in minutes simply by flattering him. Very straightforwardly, go up to him and praise him. Admire his clothing, his car, his funny friends, nothing is too remote to give him a compliment on it. And don't worry about laying it on too thick. Even if he does blush or ask you to stop, underneath he is lapping up every syllable. Elliott is a friendly, outgoing sort who takes things at face value and doesn't suspect ulterior motives very often. Don't be surprised, though, if you find Elliott has about a thousand other friends who feel as you do about him. Elliott typically has a large number of friends whom he spends a lot of time calling and visiting.

How to Influence Elliott

Elliott is a highly sociable person, keenly sensitive to the going trends, and definitely interested in being popular and in the swing of things. He is most easily persuaded by someone he knows and likes. If you don't know him or particularly like him, it is crucial that you present yourself as at least similar in appearance and dress. People such as Elliott want to do what others around him are doing. They respond to a very energetic, stimulating approach. So phrases like "best selling" or "voted favorite" or "leading in the polls" are very important to their decision making. Similarly, choices that you are trying to guide him away from, should be subtly disparaged with words like "unpopular" and "disliked." You might also imply that the ideas are outmoded, passe or "discredited".




Also
Ive been thinkin up some lyrics for bahnhof
heres what i got

We come to see
the terror within
We come with glee
for the sin
The day of the test
is more than knowledge
seperates us from the best
from the common pledge


Who do we seek
what do we want


We are the free spirts
We are society's left overs
seen as we are the dirt
with all the do gooders
how do we find the time
to accomplish what we need


The memory is all we get
No continuation
further and further into debt
with no satisfaction
of who we are


We have the words
We have the mind
All we got is whores
puttin us in a bind

Readers Note: Scoots left on his own terms to do some writing exploration on his own. Like the young "padawan" he once was, now he is starting to believe. Now he is becoming a "Jedi Master" on his own terms. We tip our hats in your direction Scoots. Also, He will still be writing on SAPS and Your (Adjective) Hero. Thank you Scoots, for playing your role in the greatness we have created-and for joining with me on The Goodnews Gorillas and SAPS.

My wishes

I wish that one day I will have the answer before I have the question.

Whats Promised By Your Face

Fear in the soul that cries when confronted with problems

Running from my fears
I run like Im a dear
Clashin with old friends
My Greatest fear has began

Theres crying in my soul
My friends have become my foes
Peace is all I seek
But war makes it so bleak

Hope that it will change
False hope makes it the same
Look into my eyes
They do not tell you lies

When I try to confront
You hate it when Im blunt
I try to come to you
But nothings all you do

When you have problems
You think that I have caused them
Making people choose
For things that they dont want to

War Peace

Hello there
The angel from my nightmare
The one holding up the gun to my face
I hope that you will kill me
and drag my soul from this wretchid place

I hope the pain dont get you
Like it did when I saw it face to face
I hope you are a survivor who's seen this shitty place

Must I cry when I die
will you wipe the tears from my face of sorrow
that was borrowed from my pain

I bow in your honor I will not even bother to fight back no more
This is not my war this my peace

Piss Rant

I want to make things clear for all who read this and feel they know me. You did not make me "deep" nor can anyone take credit for it. One person may take credit for it, but hes in another country. My brother got me smoking, no one else did.

You are not smarter than I nor am I smarter then you

My musical tastes suck compared to yours, as do yours compared to mine.

I hate it when people text others who are in the same room:especially in my house, to me thats disrespect to me and the others that are there. If you cant say it in front of us then dont say it at all. The rest can only assume that it's dirt on one of us.

This pretains to all even me: If you say your gonna get something and never come back-thats disrespectful. Be truthful say your gonna go. If you have something against me, tell me.

Dont smile when your angry. Pretending its all right only hurts more for both of us. Yes I like philisophical talking, no my views are not better than yours, no your views are not better than mine. At least hear me out and think of what I say.

Do not take my advice, use it, and then say I told you to do so. Its ADVICE. Be sure to take what I say as advice and evaluate it and use or not for the better of the group and yourself. Its disrespectful to me if you "take with a grain of salt".

If you dont want me around, tell me. Dont fuck around, just say it.

I know I have done the same things as stated before, but this is not about me. Do not attack me rather attack the issue.

Flicker

I would like to say something that happened today. I arrived at my job as a Psych Lab assistant at 10:30 am. At about 10 minutes to 11 my Psych Lab co-worker read that a friend of hers had possibly just passed away. A few seconds before she said it and while she was saying it, the lights in the room started to flicker. The lights were goin nonstop crazy flicker. So I said "You guys seein the lights flicker?" and the response was "No you must be seeing shit." So I sent a message to a good friend of mine saying "Oh my fucking God".

Watch your step(random rants on things)

You never know the direction your life will go. One day your getting confirmed at church, the next day your roommates calling up his other buddies to bring some guns so they can go have "a lil" talk with the guy who badmouthed your roommate during a pick up basketball game.

To me life is not a road filled wth obstacles. It's a road were your bouncing from side to side like a drunk driver trying to stay between the lines. You will never have complete control over your life, why? Because life is like dice. You control how you shake it up, but you dont control the roll.

No product can say it is fun. Video Games, board games,writing, books, comics, porn, etc. are not fun. Nothing that is a material is fun. What makes them seem fun is you. You make fun. You put enjoyment and fun into each thing you 'enjoy'.

If your a believer in eternal life than in essence you also believe that there is no death. Do not grieve for the dead. The dead in eternal life have no pain, they are free of the daily things that bring us down. There is no death, rather just another birth. Be happy for the dead. At funerals, smile and dance and celebrate their death.

One day your mother is caring for you as and child telling you everything is great, the next she's locked in prison and titled a felon based on her crime. You can choose the path of shunning your mother or you can seek a greater path. Try to understand others before you understand yourself. Remember to do as the FEZ always sung"1...2..watch your step".

Guns

Smoke pours from my gun. God is dead, and the day is young.

My S.A.P.S Collection

All posts(posted today 4/5/06) that require you to click the title are all part of my collection of my favorite posts that I wrote on S.A.P.S.

Who She Is

My Second favorite

Shadows

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This is possible my favorite post that I have wrote. Its my classic and it deserves to be pulled from the depths to be re-read again because their is meaning that others can find now.